Poesi

All I really want, is someone beautiful to stay.

All I really want, is something beautiful to say,
A story that never goes away.

All I really want, is someone beautiful to stay,
To never walk away,

I want you here forever.

I always thought that you were the chick and I the rooster.

But in the end, it turned out, that I was the chick and you the butcher.

For so long, I saw myself, as the Black Swan.

Who would have thought it, to just be a con.

I did'nt know what to do.

When The Black Swan turned out to be you.

I'm so sick and tired
I'm so sad and scared
I'm just trying to get wired
I just wanna be prepared

But prepared for what, really?
To feel like, I'm finally enough?
Should it not be clearly?
Why does it have, to feel so rough?

I'm so sick and tired, of being sick and tired
I have never felt like, I was good enough
Never felt so far away, from the ones I admired
Don't take my silence, as a sign of being tough

What is life?
if I can't go on,
without being high?

When every waking moment, is used searching for drugs
Why can't I find something that will just keep me sleeping
Could it be, that all I really need, is just some hugs?
Is there really anything in this world, that is worth keeping?

I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of drugs
Just to keep the days passing by
Even though my mind feels full of bugs
I just want to know why

Always feeling so sad and lonely
Even with my best of friends with me
I think I'm getting better, but why so slowly
Keep asking myself, do I belong in this city

What to do, to stop feeling bad
What to say, to stop hating myself
Every day ending with me leaving sad
Why can't I say yes, when someone hear my cry for help

Feeling wrong to be me
Feeling stupid to be here
Is it true, That I'm my own enemy
Sometimes I just wanna disappear

What is the meaning of life?

What is the purpose of sunrise?

When everything just feels like a strife

I wonder what all the silence implies

If I could just give you a hug

Then maybe, the nights would'nt feel so tuff?

How to begin, to clear this fug?

And how to be ready, to feel love?

What to do, when you're feeling depressed?

What to do, when you can't see any light?

Maybe just act the guest?

Maybe just say goodnight

I miss feeling happy

I wonder if I'll ever experience that agian

Maybe a different day, a different night?

If only I knew where to begin

if only Someone would show me the light

Why do I keep feeling so crappy

Why do I keep feeling depressed

Why can't I feel happiness

When it's hard just getting dressed

Trying my best, to just have some finesse

Talking about it dos'nt seem to help

Guess I just have to deal with it myself

Drowning in my thoughts

Drowning in my tears

Just looking for the right spot

Somewhere without so many fears

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A new day is coming

Might already be over

Nothing to do about that

I'm just gonna look after the cat

Jul er kommet, jul er gået

Hvad stå vi tilbage med nu?

Gode Minder? Eller bare de ting vi har fået?

Hvor blev sneen af? Hvad blev der af den hvide Jul?

Eller den store and, med massere a sul

Hygge med samvær, er det de siger at vi skal

Hun er som en rose, men med torne så skarpe,
skønheden er der, men det gør ondt at tage.

Hun er som en sommerfugl fanget i et bur,
smuk og øm, men fanget og ensom.
Jeg vil gerne befri hende, men hvordan,
når hun selv er fanget i sin egen barndom.

Jeg ser hendes smil og hendes glæde,
men også hendes smerte og hendes gråd.
Jeg vil beskytte hende og tage hende væk,
men hun vil ikke forlade sin egen skygge så grå.

Jeg er fanget i et dilemma af kærlighed,
mellem hende og min egen frihed.
Jeg vil gerne redde hende, men jeg ved,
at det kun er hende selv, der kan redde sin egen virkelighed.

Så jeg vil stå ved hendes side,
støtte hende og være hendes ven.
Jeg vil lade hende vide, at hun er elsket,
men også at hun er stærk nok til at komme videre igen.